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Why do I even try?
Sun 02/13/2005
BLAH BLAH BLAH
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: Eve "You Had Me, You Lost Me"
What to say what to say - ummmmm...things with "Mr. T." have been straightened out as far as they're going to be I think...I found a song today that fits what I feel about the whole situation with Jay (for those of you who dont know, Jay is my ex b/f who decided to use me and my kindness to his advantage)...listened to it practically all day and it made me feel really good..Really good. I think I'm finally ready - for what though?

Yeah...it was: littlesister8604 at 11:05 PM CST
Updated: Sun 02/13/2005 11:06 PM CST
Sat 02/12/2005

Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Otis Redding
Well, appears that I may have actually been lied to...?.... Not sure what to think..This guy, we'll call him "Mr. T.", had somewhat cancelled our plans for this weekend due to a very hectic work schedule, which was understood and accepted by me...Please note I did not say I enjoyed hearing it....I even made sure that I tried my hardest not to call or IM him because that way he could get all the work he needed to do done...I call him today because I am out of town and can stop by him on my way back home...Come to find out he is in Chicago at a concert with his buddies. Maybe it's just me being a girl, and liking this guy, but I feel kind of betrayed..like - I gave you this time to get done everything that you can and then you have all this free time to go down to Chicago and no time to spend with me...Maybe I'm just psycho or whatever I don't even know but that just really sucked and I needed to get it off my chest. I think he was planning on doing something with me tomorrow, but, he also didn't talk to me all weekend, so how am I supposed to know what he wants to do? Read his mind? Nah - that's too much work. I'll tell you what though - I'm not going to sit around waiting...I have other plans for tomorrow.

Yeah...it was: littlesister8604 at 7:34 PM CST
Updated: Sat 02/12/2005 7:36 PM CST

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